01:34 pm - And so
I crack open the door and peer out.
It has come to my attention, through many avenues that I've been shutting down pretty much all but necessary communication lately. Actually, I've even been shutting down some necessary communication. I have for the last several months been having problems finding words, for pretty much anything. I know I posted on this before but the fact is that my not being able to get my thoughts out has kept me from communicating things I need, not just things in general. Once upon a time there was a large group of people that would draw me out, make me communicate, even if it wasn't "the deep stuff", they would force me to make the efforts. That number has dwindled greatly and the number of people that would force the deeper issues has dropped an even larger amount. I have greatly pulled back into my head. Fortunately this is not a depression issue but if I don't start reaching out it could easily head that direction. Thus here is the ( state of me )
It has come to my attention, through many avenues that I've been shutting down pretty much all but necessary communication lately. Actually, I've even been shutting down some necessary communication. I have for the last several months been having problems finding words, for pretty much anything. I know I posted on this before but the fact is that my not being able to get my thoughts out has kept me from communicating things I need, not just things in general. Once upon a time there was a large group of people that would draw me out, make me communicate, even if it wasn't "the deep stuff", they would force me to make the efforts. That number has dwindled greatly and the number of people that would force the deeper issues has dropped an even larger amount. I have greatly pulled back into my head. Fortunately this is not a depression issue but if I don't start reaching out it could easily head that direction. Thus here is the ( state of me )